study in UK

I have a cousin that went to England after graduating from college in the study in UK. I had very envious of her, you can go to study in UK. I also want to go home to give my mother said so, but my mother said to study in UK, it’s a lot of money to spend it, our family situation is not good, so I have not been able to go into, and now my cousin have completed their studies returned from England, she more beautiful than before, and will dress himself. I just came back to work at the same company, but people are manager-level executives, I’m just an ordinary employee, but the advantage is that there is a cousin were good, underneath a bunch of employees have told us quite cooked mixed .